I should clarify.

Getting to know people is a process. Knowing what pushes buttons, how people react to things, how people think things through.

And it's not that the relationship isn't secure. It's just new. We are still taking it a day at a time, and things from outside life are playing a huge part. Sometimes I wonder if all of these things actually do make relationships stronger? We have more open communication in this relationship than in any other relationship in my life. I think maybe part of the reason is because we aren't planning for the future or setting any expectations. It's not scary to say exactly what's on our minds, because there's nothing at stake. But at the same time, there's so much at stake.

It's funny when I think about it, because I think I'm really falling for this one. And this one is so different. We come from different worlds, literally. But my gosh, is he refreshing. He has a solid set of values even if he does fuck up once in a while, he has an outlook on life that makes my life exciting (and messy!), he's fabulous in bed... er... did I say that?

A verbal description doesn't even do him justice. There are things I want to share with him that I never thought to share with anybody. Things I didn't even know about myself... Yikes!