Weekend

Ever feel like you haven't had a weekend in ages? And the funny thing is I just had an entire weekend off for Thanksgiving.

I'm not going home for the holidays. Personal decision, very selfish I know, and I definitely am struggling with it.... but after looking at everything honestly (with my therapist of course) I decided that it will be best to take a year off. My entire family understands why, although some got the abbreviated version. In any case, my statement is made and people are pissed at me and there's not a lot I can do about it. People are used to getting their way and this time it is just not going to happen.

I am actually looking forward to the time alone, and hopefully I can rejuvinate myself and become a little less "Scroogy" and a little more in tune with the spirit of the holidays. I don't know, I think I'm talking a load of crap right now.

ps - I'm in a foul mood at the moment, can you tell? :)